My amazingly sweet little man. Sometimes I wonder what I did in heaven to deserve such a blessing. Its been a rough couple of days/week for me. He knows it. Dishes pile a bit in the sink. The floor doesn't get vacuumed. Sometimes in a moment of self doubt he catches me in tears. I want to be the "normal' mom. You know the one who takes the kiddo to the movies, plays tag in the back yard, keeps the perfect house, independant, just for fun climbs into the treehouse to have a picnic with her smallish man. But a different path was choosen for me. One that relies heavily on others, and a chair to get where I need/want to go. Not the life I dreamed...
In the middle of this pity party I feel a hand on my arm. This sweet little spirit reminds me of an offer he made me some time ago. He offered me his legs. Said they would be short, but better than the ones I have now. He would just grow some new ones. How sweet. How selfless. How amazing. He is only 6!
Bam! The sound of my heart exploding with love for this smallish little man. Too touched to say anything. Seeing more tears just causes him confusion. Children think so differently than we do as adults. He saw a problem, and came up with a seemingly simple solution. So I cry about it?! What could I say? Words could not express what his gesture meant to me. All I could do was hug him.
It's so funny how a tiny moment in a lifetime full of memories has changed my whole outlook. I know I am loved. Unconditionally. I can do anything. I see now that legs are really just a luxury. The fact I rely on others for help just brings me closer to my family. It gives us time to talk, laugh, and cherish. Who knew I would really "love" them cause I want to, not just because I "have" to? I am truly blessed with an awesome family, and a truly amazing little boy. He is it. My reason for change, my reason to push forward, my reason to make it. Love my Sweet Baboo <3
This is simply the story of us. "Us" meaning just me and my lil man. My Sweet Baboo. My reason. :) Life is like a rollercoaster, serious ups and downs, a lot of screaming, laughing, and yes even sometimes a lil vomit, but for the most part it's a pretty awesome ride. :)
Friday, November 18, 2011
Monday, November 7, 2011
Our story begins..
It's time to start sharing some of this crazy thing we call life. The story of one mommy and her sweet baboo... :) Why would I torment my little man with such an embarrasing title? Well it's like this, he has drug around one of my "silky" nighties, and sucked his thumb for the past 6 1/2 years.The Peanuts character (Charlie Brown), Linus does the same. Seemed fitting anyway, but it really stuck when I saw how flustered and red he got when I called him that! What can I say, that's how I roll. So now every morning and every night I make sure I get at least one kiss and one hug from "My Sweet Baboo". :)
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